Tawny Estrella
Apr 14, 20223 min
I'm feeling so many patterns and lessons closing off and coming full circle from the timeline of August/September of 2019. There are also cycles reaching completion from April of last year.
Think back to these timeframes and see if you remember any themes or particular things that were playing out in your life at the time. Aspects of these cycles are coming full circle now. Similar themes, feelings, and people may be appearing for you soon, whether in waking life or in dreams.
You may experience feelings of deja vu around this time with many moments and events that are unfolding. You will notice starkly when a past experience comes to visit again. Remember: even if you feel like the same experience is playing out in front of you, it does not mean you have reverted backward. You are in a very different place now. These things revisit us as an opportunity to view things from a new perspective, act from a new place, and make different choices than before.
I've been called recently to revisit a lot of my past writings from these timeframes. Two pieces in particular struck me; they feel relevant to the current moment, and are meant to be shared with you today as we move through these major closures into a new beginning.
The blocks you’ve been facing have all been for a reason. Any slowdown in your journey was placed there for a purpose. You have been guided through important spiritual lessons that are central to your path. This has required a great deal of focus, patience, and dedication. Your faith and your courage have been tested. These lessons are now coming to a close.
A new day is dawning. What you’ve wished for is drawing near. Your solitude and self-reflection have cleared the path for love and abundance to appear. You have become so strong and independent throughout this journey. You will not be isolated for much longer, but this newfound strength and clarity you have will drive you forward in every new situation that’s presented.
Your clarity of mind is here to stay. Though this chapter is closing out, some final tests may be appearing in your reality to make sure you’ve really learned the lesson. Be clear about what you want. Communicate clearly and kindly. Do not accept what you don’t want to continue. You have learned how to set boundaries and stand up for yourself; now is the time to walk the walk and put these lessons into practice. You are in your power, and that’s exactly where you need to be.
Lessons and people from the past may resurface now. Many are seeing their actions in a new light and will want to come back around to reconnect or make amends. Use your judgment. Many who are returning will be genuine in taking responsibilities for their actions and wanting to make things right. It is still up to you how to proceed. It’s time to really tap into your intuition and ask YOURSELF what feels right.
Choose the direction that feels most peaceful. Some are returning to contribute to your abundance, while others want to feed off your light. If something feels off to you, it is for a reason. You can maintain your boundaries while being empathetic and kind. Walk in your integrity and purpose. Trust your judgment. Listen to your calling. Hold onto what you’ve learned. All will be made right.
I used to worry constantly about what others were thinking
How they were affected
If they understood me
Now I make it a point to speak, move, and live clearly
In alignment with my truth
In full honor of myself
I trust that when I am clear
I convey my message most truthfully
At this place
Anything that is misunderstood is not on me
Not my responsibility
I am not here to spend a lifetime translating myself
I am here to be
If I don’t make sense to you
I am not for you
And may never be
I am comfortable with this
My energy is not bite-sized
I am not here to be consumed by the masses
I am here to send out unique activations
I am here to embody my frequency so strongly
That others on this wavelength come to meet me
I am here to confront harmful misperceptions
I plant a seed
Deliver an imprint
Show a momentary glimpse through a wall
What you do with that is up to you
We each have a purpose here
You hold your responsibility too
So regardless of how I am perceived
I will be here walking
Standing in light
Speaking
Soul-connected
Radiating heart
Levitating
Incarnate infinity
If this is beyond your perception
That is not my fault
I am who I am regardless
The real ones will stand
While others crumble
Parting like the Red Sea
As I walk forward
Along my path.
Tawny